♥Sunday, May 27, 2007
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i'm starting to feel depress and emo all of a sudden.
all because of results.
and the excuse of me not trying my best hasn't help much either too.
i can see others results much better than mine.
saddening huh?COMPLACENCY.is that how you spell it?
i really think i have to change this stupid characteristic of mine.
well nevermind though,i will try harder next time.
another fruitless attempt trying to comfort myself that i will score better next time.
i realise i been decieving myself all this time and i really hate it.
but when i think that others outside are also facing the same problem as me too,i think i am just exaggerating my problems.
and all this sums up that i am just being emo;which i apparently don't like.
haha as a matter of fact, i think its fine to emo once in a while,but if you always do that,i find it irritating,totally.
its just plain childish to do that always anyway.
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DBSK is love @ 9:15 PM